darn you

i felt a little stupid this morning when i woke up because i felt sad.

why is it that my stupid feelings weren't strong enough to make me braver before you left and now they're all kablooey.

is it weird for me to miss you?

i've already asked my friends this and they say 'no'

to them it's a simple answer with a simple reason.

but to me i'm not so sure.

i mean although it has been said twice
'that it's safe to say that we officially have a thing'

(and i'll tell you now that when i heard that i was more than a little chuffed)

you are leagues away and a little slash extremely socially retarded

not to mention you're gone for a considerable amount of time without contactabillity

and this is now becoming apparent to me that this is a very non discrete post.

okay i'll stop. and i may delete this in a few minutes.

come back now.