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i just feel like the most boring person on the planet we call earth right about now.

i am so uneventful.

and i don't do anything.

with anyone.

one person i do stuff with is in another country being adventurous.

another person i do stuff with is doing the same thing.

oh look yet another person i know and do stuff with is about to bugger off to another country.

oh and haha, how about that,

another person i do stuff with is leaving me to another country in june.

probably around my birthday too, just to make things so much more scrumptious.

why do i suck so much?

cuss cuss cuss cuss cuss.

the thing that sucks the most is that i'm not even trying to change myself.

because what's the point really?

i'm sick of everything.

i want to move to england and start fresh.

wipe my memory of this boring nothingness.

just another two years.

don't get me wrong though,

i love you all.

i just hate where you live and what it does for me.

and the memories it's given me.

bad bad bad bad

god i sound like a crazy person.